Happy 10th Monthsary

hey sayang, it's another month of our relationship and I cannot stop to tell you how much you're mean to me, how big is your impact on my daily life, and how much affection I have for you. we've come so far to protect and cherish this relationship and I can do this for so long because I met someone that is really my match. don't you think we did so good for this month? like everything so smooth, we barely or almost had no arguments? or did I forget things again? haha nevermind, but my point is we've reached 10 months together and i think we really grow up more mature than before. we become more understanding, more patient (except for nasty thing ofc), more lenient towards each other, and supportive. I can say this is my favourite relationship so far, everything is so great and perfect. oh so grateful and happy for having you in my life.

baby, do you still remember the 101 reasons why I love you? well, I'm gonna remind you again why I love you (SO MUCH). actually, no words could describe it perfectly but I'm gonna make you cringe with it.
shall we start from the beginning? I couldn't remember it vividly nor do I know how it began, but I know exactly how you made me feel so comfortable with you, the way we start to talk and get close to each other was so natural as if we'd been friends for so long, our vibes are just so clicked. even when we teased each other like out of the line (pecking, kissing, pulling each other's pants haha) didn't make me uncomfortable instead it made me shy? and I also think I started to catch feelings or acknowledge my feelings towards you after the confession, I started to get excited and even compared you with someone else. that was when I knew you're the one, I'm going to give you my heart, and I was right, look how far we've become now. I knew that I'm gonna love you with all of my heart, unconditionally. that's why I stayed and kept you even after you told me about your relationship with jane, even when I had to share you with someone else before. see? we really are meant to be together, after going through all of those, we chose one another and it was our great decision.

the obstacles in our relationship didn't stop there, your insecurities kicked in and I know I played a big part in letting it happen and I tried everything to make you assured that I've always been so sincere with you, my actions, my words, and my feelings are pure and solid. after having you, I couldn't even see someone else nor even want to engage with them more than just a friend, you will always appear a lot better than anyone in my eyes even the greatest I have ever had my entire life. do you see how insane is my love? you said you're dramatic? yes. you asked me to not shoo you away when you're being dramatic? absolutely. not leaving you? that would never happen. stay with you? certainly, I will do it. even after all the accusations, dramatic fights, and arguments, I will never leave your side, my feelings never fade away even just a tiny bit. you might have thought that I would get tired of your actions and the constant fights we had back then that I would love you less and eventually would walk away someday. hmm, you are wrong. those thoughts never crossed my mind, even though I was deeply sad but no, the feelings I had for you from the beginning stayed the same, I have always been loving you sincerely.

from 17 November 2021 until today, my feelings for you consistently increase day by day. I don't even know how to elaborate the reason in words but just being with you for 10 months brings me so much happiness and unconsciously makes me fall in love with you every day. so if you or someone else ask me what makes me madly fall in love with you, I will say, just being who you are what makes me fall harder. because the reason is you, it seems simple but it has a lot of meanings.I wake up every morning feeling so excited and thrilled to talk with you and spend the day with you, then feel so sad and melancholy if we have to part away to sleep.what makes me always thrilled each day is that I can have a sweet and nasty time with you, I can listen to you telling stuff to me, wishing me good things, reminding me of stuff, taking care of me, teasing and being cringy to each other, and listening to your rant.we have been doing that for 10 months and even more than that if we count the day we started flirting, and these habits have become a part of my life that I'm sure, it will be so hard for me if we have to end this someday. but urgh let's not talk about that, we're still uncertain about that. let it happen when it happens and let's only talk about the present now

and to end this letter, I wanted to say that you know everything about me, the good and the bad. I feel so at peace when I’m with you. you are my best friend and my soulmate in one soul. I love you more than words could ever say.let's stay healthy and happy, let's go for another 10 months together, and let's never stop showing love and support to each other, and let's make babies xDHAPPY 10TH MONTHSARY SAYANG!
YOU ARE WONDERFUL AND YOU ARE MINE!I LOVE YOU WITH ALL OF MY HEART AND I WILL EMBRACE YOU IN MY ARMS FOREVERgive me a lot of nasty kisses, titties, ass, and pussy today please

I MISS YOU MORE!! and I always do more 😝
sayang, I'm sorry if you're feeling so. I will make it up to you! I will sayang sayang you zillion times when I get there, you will have all my attention and I will just take care of you. just know that I'm always missing you wherever I go hoho the thought of you is always on my mind and I couldn't wait to be there with you, talk to you, hold you, kiss you, and do nasty stuff. count to 3 and I'll show up! (if I don't then count again xD) to make it up to you, you can ask me 3 things, anything. I will do it or get it or say it, everything you want. I will fulfill your 3 wishes immediately.

whatever I did when you open this letter, I apologize baby. I really am sorry for what I did to you, I never meant to do that and it's another khilaf 😢 baby, don't be sad and mad anymore, hm? though before you open this letter I'd probably have apologized to you many times and begged for your kiss hehe. even though you're cute when you sulk but it scares me as well, you're way cuter when you sulk for my attention and I will fall on my knees because of that. baby, you're my sunshine, sunshine has to be bright, you're cloudy right now hehe so smile, please? and give me a hug and a kiss, then we can proceed to baby making maybe? I love you sayang, I really do a lot, sincerely.please forgive this man, he will promise to make it up to you to pay off his action. if you don't like it slap him with your lips, I'm sure it will make him get back to his sense.my baby my sayang my gemoy my bongok my intan payung my soulmate my everything my universe my world my sun and moon my belahan jiwa, please forgive me? hehe I love you so much much much I cannot enjoy the day without your smile without your saying sayang : (
I'm dyinggggg omg help I cannot breath I think my life is crumbling down, and the only thing to make it good is your smile and kiss :(

I WISH YOU WILL NEVER OPEN THIS THOUGH

NO WAY YOU WILL FEEL INSECURE 😩 IM GONNA MAKE SURE YOU WON'T EVER FEEL SO AS I ALWAYS REASSURE YOU THAT YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE I LOVE WHOLEHEARTEDLY

BUT IF I FAIL TO MAKE YOU FEEL ASSURED, I AM SORRY BUT I DID MY BEST. YOU ARE ALWAYS THE NUMBER ONE, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH THAT I DON'T DARE TO DO ANYTHING STUPID THAT COULD MAKE ME TO LOSE YOU

Happy Birthday, Sunshine!
it's my second times celebrating your birthday and i hope won't be the last time (i will make sure to greet you until the next 10 years or more)so grateful that you're growing up to be who you are right now, an independent and hard working one. i take some lessons from watching you for more than a year and it makes me grow more fond of you. i believe you will be successful in the future, and when the time comes don't forget to keep being grateful for what you have.i will never miss my chance to tell you that I'm so glad that we met. imagine not knowing an amazing and lovely person like you? so foul. I'd like to thank you as well for being my best friend, for being there for me through ups and downs, giving me support and advices, never stop giving me encouragement and good wishes. and i assure you that i will do the same to you, i will always be ready whenever you need me, you can count on me.I wish nothing but for your health and safety. now that you're living away from your family, i just want you to spend the day without minuses. I wish happiness and all good things only happen to you, and if....bad day comes (well we can't avoid this) i hope you can go through it well and find your way back to happy life.may each day of your year ahead be wonderful, at least as wonderful as the person you are, and bring the same joy to your heart as you do to all those around you.once again,
Happy Birthday, My Gemoy
I love you so much.love,
juno.ps. your cake and gift would be arrived later in the afternoon, probably? just something small to cheer you up (hopefully) on your happy day.